seoules:

seoules:

140506. happy birthday byun baekhyun!

first of all, i just wanted to start with how much i love you. i adore you a lot and its starting to get unhealthy tbh you ruined my life a great deal and im so happy to have biased someone like you! although i regret it sometimes and i want to move back to my old ultimate bias, i just wanna say that i actually love the full range of emotions you make me feel with every smile you smile, with every laugh you laugh, and with everything you do every day.

at times when i felt sad, you made me forget those things and idk i feel like my honeymoon phase with you is almost over and im sad cus its way too fast :-(

its kinda weird how i thought you were cute when i saw you in twinkle like its strange to think about the times i didnt even know you that well but i just thought you were good looking even though ur looks arent really my type o_o what was i thinking ummmmmmm also i say this way too much but how did you even stay as my bias after i knew your personality cus its so far from my ideal type like?? youre?? so??? loud??? and i like quiet weird people like kyungsoo jfc sigh

i know i always tweet about loving sehun a lot and im always like im back to being luhan biased but tbqh i love you a lot more than any other member of exo like idek how its possible cus sehun and kyungsoos so my ideal how do you even compare i will never know

but yes this is supposed to be a nice letter to you but it kinda turned out to be a regretful letter im sorry i really do love you and i mean it you’re amazing, funny, outgoing, and you have beautiful vocals and a beautiful face o and you make me want to feed you food cus wow you eat very cutely gdi and did i mENTION YOUR HANDS CUS THEYRE THE MOST LOVELY HANDS I HAVE EVER SEEN

i also know that you get a lot of hate for your obnoxious remarks but please dont worry about that (just dont say shit thats gonna get u into a lot of shit ok thats my only warning you go a little overboard) but im kinda blinded by my love for you you horrible evil gorgeous wonderful human being T^T all i know is that even though people might see you as a heartless boy who spurts out rude comments, i can tell you’re so genuinely nice to your members off screen and it makes me love you all the more its just really hard to explain how sincere and nice you seem to me sometimes??

i wish i can go on forever about you but idek what im saying anymore so i’ll just say that i really cant explain how happy you make me feel and how much you pain me day after day.

BREATHES HEAVILY OK HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAEKHYUN AND I WILL SUPPORT YOU IN YOUR MUSICAL THAT I HOPE I CAN WATCH YOU LIVE PERFORMING IN THIS SUMMER WITH MY PRETTY SUNNY BUNNY ;A; YOU MAKE MY WORLD SHINE BRIGHTER BECAUSE YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE AND I WANNA BE CHEESY ALL THE WAY WITH THIS LETTER

so yea I hope you have an amazing 22/23rd birthday this year with exo and your family members ;; i dont want sasaengs to ruin ur life anymore like really you dont deserve it at all T^T

i wish you all the best and have a prosperous life~ the girl who gets to wake up to you in the morning is the luckiest girl alive even though you might have morning breath but its ok youre byun baekhyun ur the best goodbye to my life

p.s. it took me forever to make this graphic for you like really look how many edits i made for this one post jfc its the most i’ve ever done for anyone so you should be grateful

140506 - winnie, remember this horrid day you made this disturbing embarrassing letter to a korean boy who will never notice you